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#1 randy12345

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Posted 18 September 2017 - 12:51 PM

The main reason why I rarely visit the forums lately has been due to the fact I've been dealing with depression for the last few years( yeah, that's 110% the reason why you see me grumpy all the time or having random atrocious breakdowns) and no, don't think of it like it was due to the death of a family member or losing anybody, I just get depressed all the times due to stress or simply because I'm exhausted. It became a part of me, not a biggie. Anyways, I currently have no plans on changing my habit of being a "ghost" per se as I've been doing in the past months... 👀

And no, don't need to worry about me or anything lol. I'm not on that deep deep, depression but ehh, it's just whatever. I just wanted you guys to know my real motives behind all my crap before and now, felt like it's the proper time to reveal myself (which by now seemed completely obvious lol).

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#2 Saphira1

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Posted 18 September 2017 - 04:22 PM

get better man, life is too short to be depressed, trust me, I know ;)


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#3 blitzkrieg101

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Posted 18 September 2017 - 06:31 PM

Depression is a great thing if it isn't permanently constant. When I am depressed ( or what I think is the definition of depressed ) I think of things that I don't think of when I'm in my normal mood. I am more attentive to what's happening right now. I also tend to sit around doing nothing when I'm depressed, so I do ponder a lot of things, events, choices and such. 

Stress and exhaustion are not good, health wise. While exhaustion doesn't lead to depression for me, stress does, so I totally get that one. If at all possible, perhaps you can find a way to if not dispel or decrease one of those, find something that can counter it.

Remember, we're always here to talk with, especially on Discord, lol. I really enjoy reading your posts as they take my thoughts to another level. Hope you continue to visit as often as you feel


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Here's the thing, I'm a nice person. So if I'm a b**** to you, you need to ask yourself why.

"Don't kill people with kindness because not everyone deserves your kindness. Kill people with silence because not everyone deserves your attention."

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#4 Saphira1

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Posted 19 September 2017 - 06:33 AM

Depression is a great thing if it isn't permanently constant. When I am depressed ( or what I think is the definition of depressed ) I think of things that I don't think of when I'm in my normal mood. I am more attentive to what's happening right now. I also tend to sit around doing nothing when I'm depressed, so I do ponder a lot of things, events, choices and such. 
Stress and exhaustion are not good, health wise. While exhaustion doesn't lead to depression for me, stress does, so I totally get that one. If at all possible, perhaps you can find a way to if not dispel or decrease one of those, find something that can counter it.
Remember, we're always here to talk with, especially on Discord, lol. I really enjoy reading your posts as they take my thoughts to another level. Hope you continue to visit as often as you feel

depression is never a good thing, it doesn't serve you, so don't harbor it
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#5 NeonTempzzz

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Posted 19 September 2017 - 06:30 PM

Randy, one statement is false. It wasn't completely obvious as I had no idea. :P

You don't choose the tank. The tank chooses you, and when it does respect it and it will respect you.

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#6 Tankiller96

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Posted 19 September 2017 - 07:09 PM

Just know you got me Randy I may suck at the whole emotion thing but I promise I will talk to you and listen to your problems if you so choose to talk about them.

Edited by Tankiller96, 19 September 2017 - 07:10 PM.

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#7 Saphira1

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Posted 20 September 2017 - 06:35 AM

I don't know you very well, however, I will make the community a better place in any way I can, with means I will help the players in a reasonable way,
In short, if you want to talk to me, I will listen and give you the best advice I can provide. My in game user is the same. ;)
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